misunderstandings are deadly

I deleted you from almost everything in my life. I blocked you on snapchat, unfollowed you on twitter, and deleted almost every picture I had of you and us saved. There was a giant misunderstanding, and I was left hurt, wanting to forget. But I never could. I can never forget the fun times we had: just dancing around at camp, walking around holding hands and talking, all the cutesy snapchats, our matching friendship bracelets, how I felt when I looked at you, or how my heart almost jumped out of my chest when you grabbed my hand for the first time...I just want you to know I miss that. But more importantly, I miss you. And I’m sorry. For screwing things up, for jumping to conclusions because I’m insecure, for not taking time to listen, for just being little old insecure me. I was stupid, and I apologize. I don't expect anything of you, I just want you to know that I am truly sorry. I know I hurt myself, and if I hurt you, I don't know. But I do know that I felt something strong, and I threw it all away. And I'm so sorry.